Tuesday, October 30, 2012

I'm a Kind Of...

Tuesday, October 30, 2012
Here I am sitting whilst raining outside, and listening to Little Things by One Direction, that came out yesterdayI love this song pretty wellAnd just worked out to write any poems that comes over my head.
I don't even get so much inspiration this day.. Not much about my love story, my experience, or life story..

But the mirror instantly reminds me about how about to describe my own self for the poems.

And here I am and my little poems. 

I know I'm not a pro yet, and it doesnt even an important project, but this is what I love to do these dayswrite some poemsand probably, my blog will be full of my own poems. and wishing you all loved it. 

I'm a Kind Of..
By: Yovie Kusuma

I'm a kind of girls who..
Have the tendency to stay up
Listening to music that..
Remind them for their current situation
I'm a kind of girls who..
Hide the fears, hurt, and pain
Mostly the tears
Under the smiles, laughs, and giggles
On a daily basis
I'm a kind of girls who..
Wear their heart
On their..
I'm a kind of girls who..
Pray things will work out
Just once,
and be satisfied..
I'm a kind of girls who..
Scream and cry to their pillow
Everyone else fails to listen
I'm a kind of girls who..
Have told many secrets
Won't tell a soul
I'm a kind of girls who..
No one knew about these
Pretty much hurt heart..

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Wednesday, October 24, 2012
"Primary School is the easiest place to find a great friends to have fun, share jokes, and hang out with.
But in Secondary School, everyone changed. And, it's time to find the better ones, self-discovery, find some new friends, who's seriously matched with us and will never change (read: moreover just because of boys).
And now, it's High School.. We all probably knew who's the FAKE and the REAL ones.. The REAL ones would stay with you no matter happened, but the FAKE ones would go away for their crush. We all gonna take two or three friends who are really the real best friends to be your bridesmaids,"


a faker who realizes she has been faked.

Saturday, October 6, 2012

I Remember..

Saturday, October 6, 2012
So, half year past and I just went through the day by day with someone I've started to fall in love with. But, when it comes over my head, he just went away and now had a girlfriend, pretending like we never do something beautiful together..
But you know, I myself am probably not going to say some bad words on my twitter, my facebook, or send some message to him with all of the bad words. But, I'm stuck here watching my phone, I didn't get lot of messages again from him, like what he always did before. I know I'm stupid, I mean... He already has a girlfriend, so he basically has forgotten me. But with all of the sudden I'm thinking about to write some poems about him.. Well, I think it's better than keep it all around my head, I had more important business than thinking about him over and over again the day..

I Remember
By : Yovie Kusuma
I remember..
You've vowed
You've promised
You've made an oath
Then, you broke them all off
What an oaf!

I remember..
We begin with all the clumsiness
We start with all the awkwardness
Then go through with facetiousness
But now it ends so fast

I remember..
We shared everything
Bout the pain, broken heart, loves, dreams, Paris, everything
Both of us shared everything

But I realize..
Now its all just over
Now you went out with another flapper
And it go worse, you didn't pick better
God! But, please.. This isn't even an anger

And I realize..
I know I just took it all seriously
I shouldn't have trusted you overly
Cause now you left me
Being lonely..
I know it's not a great poems that I've ever made, and you've ever read. But it's just what I feel and I wanna say.. I thought he was different.. I thought he was... something better.. But he's alike, like every bad guy in the world.. He's alike!! (read: A-L-I-K-E!) Sweet mouth, bright eyes, cute laugh, and everything, but goes bad at the the end.

Well, I wanna tell you about him.. 

I don't know where it starts.. I don't know when it starts.. But my friend, she gave him to me.. But then yeah, he just came with something.. something that probably we could call it LOVE. When I've just forgotten what it was.. After over the broken heart, the long-term broken heart.. (you know it feel really bad! and I still feel til today. :( ) My friends and I said that he was a joke, a fool. 

But then, he started like.. Picking me up or anything.. Giving me the chance to be loved again.. He was everywhere I was.. He was whenever I was alone.. He was the reason I'm holding on, after the storms.. after  the terrifying hurricanes.. 

But.. when I was wishing for the "MOVE ON" things.. Believing the new stories.. Coming with a new loves.. and... HE GOES AWAY.. HE FLIES AWAY.. HE RUNS AWAY.. SO FAR FAR FAR AWAY!

He's just like a wind.. Come around to fill my life.. Then go away.. and pretending like we were.. *sigh* I know we were nothing.. Ugh.
I know we were busy.. I mean, yeah.. We're high school boy and girl.. I'm on my way, and he is. I'm on my business and he is.. But, can we please still have each other around? Can't we?

He just played me like a trial game, and when the times over.. He left me behind, and never remember that he.. ever had lots of FUN with me.. 
I really thought you were different, you were special.. not like the others.. but you're alike.. You're A DORK, like the others.. You broke me up, let me fall apart, left me alone.. like what my "HE" ever done. 

Well, you just somebody that I used to know.